JM

jefferey campbell

HELLOOO STEVE MADDEN

so fierce. i want these babiess.

i close my eyes on the dance floor, and forget about you.

so, the last few weeks have brought many things to my attention i hadn't noticed before recently, i have to say that there have been many ups and downs but more ups than downs i guess i should say, I'm eager to start working which is a great feeling since ive been unemployed for too long, I'm extremely excited that summer seems near, I'm not really looking forward to the heart but the vibe that summer brings.

i always say that my friends are phsycos because they truly are, i have noticed that the last few weekends people look at us and think that we are always fighting or about to beat the shit out of each other, to my friends and myself it seems rather funny because all of us are sassy assholes so anything that comes out of our mouth seems to create tension for people that dont hang out with us on a day to day basis and dont seem to understand that we are just joking around...

Ive finally learned how to stop caring when it comes to certain situations and let me tell you, I'm much happy er and enjoy myself a bit more when i go out, nothing i say is ever said to cause anyone harm or to piss them off but sometimes my mouth gets the best of me when i really should stay out of things.. I'm sure we can all be a little guilty of that. a vacation is well overdue so I'm looking forward to this weekend coming up, i get to see a long time L.A. friend that will be in phoenix and possibly others i haven't seen in a while.

i know ive told you this before, but you drive me crazy.

well i tried to post the a friendly fires video but it wont work for some reason, currently being one of my favorite songs.

http://vimeo.com/2849494

summer

is right around the corner, i can feel it.

farewell my, black balloon

in a nutshell, i feel like the luckyest girl in the world to have the friends i have. last night by far was the most amazing night for me. i had all i could ever ask for and when it really comes down to it the people who matter were by my side and the people who dont werent. my friends planned a party for me, dj and everything which by the way was great, theres nothing like alittle boys noize to pump it up. thank you to anyone who was a part of this i honestly really apprecciate it. my apologies go out to chris coco for any inconvenience and all the rice assholes got ahold of. thank you kyle for the great tunes, and thank you to all of my wonderful friends.

i love you, love you alittle bit

just as i began to loose faith i get a call. im one step closer to getting this long awaited job. i have a one on one interview on monday february 9th at 2 pm, hopefully it will be agood start to my birthday. its friday, im ready to go on that magic carpet ride to swaziland and in the words of timothy " were going to get you drunk into the 4th demention" this weekend should be a fun one. i finally got some batteries so ill be posting within the next few days. also. my nana just said she likes lykke li................

oh, its love

Diana F+ Camera

$95

this bad boy will be mine.

thank god for birthdays.

i am trying my hardest to try and stay postitive or atleast try to be. ive been insanely sick over the last few days mainly throwing up and having a high fever that comes and goes so the frustration of being sick and a number of different things just begin to pile up after a while. im expecting a call from citi bank to set up a one on one interview so im looking forward to hopefully having a full time job hopefully within the next two weeks. ive stopped smoking pot for the time being mainly because i have to take a drug test for this job and its probably best that i take a break for a while, trevor came over last night for a few minutes and normally we both smoke together ALOT but last night was a good night, though we took a small trip to circuit city. i guess the store is closing down so trevor wanted me to go with him to see what kind of deals they had on digital cameras and such, it was over crowded and it smelled like hot cheeto's in there so you can imagine the nausea that began as soon as i walked in. anyway my birthday is coming up faster than i thought and so far i have no special plans besides hoping that someone takes me out for a nice steak dinner, yes steak.

ive been meaning to post over the last few days but i haddnt had any time to get around to it. anyway, a few days ago a few close friends and i thought that it would be a "good idea" to go inside bobs backhouse and set up some lights and music and drink. to my suprise the lights they ended putting up looked suprisingly good. mind you we started drinking at around 3 pm and from then on it was all down hill from there, i ended up coming home at around 4 am. we invited some people over and had a good time, theres something about a certain group of friends i have that makes me feel so welcome and comftrable when im around them, it feels nice. i attempted to take a few pictures while there was still some daylight out. they are not the best quality considering i tried to do this with my sidekick :/ over all itsprobably the most fun ive had on a random weeknight.

also i went bike riding with amanda and andrea, the ride for me diddnt work out so well considering i was using andreas bike and the seat was impossibly high to reach for me so i made it a couple of blocks down and then just decided i diddnt want to keep struggling to keep my ass on the seat so i went back. maybe next time i guess? today doesent feel like the middle of the week, infact im not really sure what today feels like. i wish it would rain.

its alright love i let a hater hate.

positive thoughts in 2009, i diddnt have any new years resolutions this year. i honestly diddnt even think about it. new years was good, every party my friends and i crashed seemed like a blur. all i can really remember was that we were the loudest drunkest people everywhere we went. 2008 was good to me. i failed to remember to take any pictures through the night. i definitely have had a crazy year, i can honestly say that after everything i am glad that everything has turned out this way and that somehow my disfunctional family of crazy friends works. im satisfied for now.

lastnight was fun, me and amanda are always getting ourselves into some mess but somehow always make the best of everything. we diddnt plan on going out but she picked me up, i loaded a bowl and we headed out. our friends bob, andrew, and matt invited us to hangout with them considering it was the last day they were housesitting bobs perents house. the house itself is like a little hideaway it always feels like you are some place near the beach. we hung out for a while drank and listened to good music. cant complain. happy birthday monica, my sister is 22 today. kudos to her. she lived through 21 years without ever having a single sip of alcohol.